Thursday, November 08, 2007

I don't know how to explain it, it just happened one day. She realized that she loved him. It was after New Year's but before Valentine's Day. It had to be sometime in January, they were only going out for like a month too. This guy meant more to her than anyone ever had. He was funny, sweet, sarcastic and he loved me, the real me.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

I want summer, I'm not just saying that either. I need summer. I need the very beginning of summer, the first day you are out of school and feel so free and alive. I need the first night when you realize that it's summer, you can do anything and stay up as late as you want. I need the feeling you get when the warm breeze is blowing on you on a midsummer night. I need the feeling you get when youre walking your dog late at night and you realize that this is truly tranquility. I need the stars in the sky. I need to remember what it is like to wish on a shooting star wearing hip-hugging jeans and a tank top. I need the beach. I need the warm wind and the water coming up to my feet as my friends and I talk for hours on end about everything that happened that past year. I need the silence, that always happen, when my friends and I are thinking about things that have happened that past year and just need to be reflected on for a little while. I need the moon, the big, bright, full, beautiful moon that has a gravitational pull on the waves. I need to go running on a summer night and then jump in the pool right afterwards and do laps. I need that aching feeling after you do too many laps on top of a runner's high. I need so much right now. I need the rain. I need that dark, dreary day when the sky is full of clouds that look ominous and the sky is completely gray. I need the rain that comes from the clouds and the steam that comes up from the streets because the difference in temperature that occurs so suddenly.
I need to go back in time.

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Monday, November 05, 2007

I need you like a heart needs a beat, you know it's true